- There is a distinct Edinburgh smell.
- I also got a whiff of it in a smaller town we visited (see below).
- It reminds me of when I used to live in York, PA, and was downwind of a paper plant.
- Said smell goes away when you leave the city; in fact, the countryside here smells wonderful.
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Wednesday, May 24, 2023
Scotland - Day 5: There's Something In The Air
Monday, May 22, 2023
Scotland - Day 3: Authenticity
I don't try to explain, after the fact, what these bordering-on-ridiculous blog postings mean. There are a couple reasons for that, none of which are entertaining enough (for me...) to write about. This noted, what I do find fascinating is how easy it is to read intent into written words. That's both a curse and a blessing for folks that write things, even hacks such as myself. Anyway, I'm going to make an exception to the blog posting interpretation rule.
For example, in my Day 1 posting, I compared how Edinburgh is, well, gritty, dirty, and kind of smells like the Scranton I knew as a kid. I get that this certainly sounds bad...unless you are me, and you grew up in Scranton in the '70s. Granted that other folks, outside of fans of the U.S. version of The Office, probably have a negative impression of Scranton, but I don't. In fact, that gritty/dirty/smells description is, in a word, authentic. While there are tons of tourists here in Edinburgh, as I noted in the Day 2 posting, this is a lived-in kind of place. The tourists just seem to be here for the ride.
Another way to think about this is to consider Edinburgh as a kind of anti-Disney. This isn't a magic kingdom; this is a place where people work, sieges have been had, and more than a few people hung and/or otherwise dispatched. In the words of our tour guide on Sunday, Edinburgh had for the longest time a reputation for being one of the most disgusting cities in Europe. The magic in this kingdom is that people have called this home and fought for it over centuries.
The above noted, my quota for actually explaining blog postings has been met. Since this is about the first time since 2008 that I've done this sort of thing (explaining...), if I do the math then I won't have to do it again until sometime in 2038.
On to the day's festivities.
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Today we did the quasi-common bus tour of the countryside thing. It was fun, based partially on the fact that my knees appreciated that they weren't responsible for all of the day's locomotion. To be a bit more specific, the big stops today were Loch Lomond and Stirling Castle. See the links for more (likely & possibly) factual information.
As we were headed to Loch Lomond, we stopped to see an attraction known as the Kelpies. For purposes of picture set-up, know that this is a very large metal sculpture.
Saturday, November 6, 2021
October in the Rear-View (and other non-related thoughts)
Here's to a month that has passed. There was a funeral to attend, but it comes on the heels of the deceased, a truly good person, having truly earned an eternal rest. It seems that October will always exact its toll on life, one way or another.
As for me, well, this is a long weekend in Hagerstown, Maryland. It was supposed to be a long weekend in St. Augustine, Florida, but circumstances changed those plans. Based on flooding in that part of Florida, and an airline system that can best be described as being "in distress", I'd say that those plans were changed for the better. Whether it was Florida or Maryland, both Ms. Rivers and I have earned some time away.
Why Hagerstown, Maryland? I guess the better question is probably "why not?". After deciding to 86 our Florida plans about a week or so ago, we bandied about a few other options for travel, and figured that Hagerstown was close enough, we hadn't been there, and we probably wouldn't encounter any snow. Not that the snow part was likely to be anywhere we could have gone, but there's (s)no(w) sense taking any chances. For the record, there isn't all that much to actually do in Hagerstown, which is mostly okay with us, as the destination is actually less important than just the notion of just getting away.
How are you doing?
I've never asked that question before in a blog posting, For the record, as of October 27th, this blog is now 13 years old. I'd like to add "...and going strong" to that date, but that wouldn't be very honest of me. It's been difficult to write consistently for a while now. I think that's mostly been because of the career turmoil I've experienced for years now, virtually all of which was not my making. Whether any of us like to admit it or not, the fact is that what we do with our time in order to earn a living is important. In this western, American culture of ours, the notion of career has an outsized level of importance for certain. Part of that is what has driven the United States for over two hundred years. Sadly though, I could rightfully argue that the cost for many has been far, far too high.
It's the oversized importance of a career that I've been thinking a lot about over the past few months. The fact is this: It is the struggle (at home or at work) that helps us grow. It's in facing adversity that we gain the ability to be resilient. There just aren't too many shortcuts around that avenue in life. Playing it too safe results in a certain degree of comfort that ultimately, I think, leaves us empty. Granted, there can be too much struggle in our lives, especially when it comes to what we do for a living. In my case, while I am grateful for all of the adversity that I have had to face in my professional life, in some instances I think the lessons could have been learned with just a bit less pain. I suppose that's the case for many of us...or at least those who have taken a few chances.
The above mental wandering comes courtesy of the fact that I think I am in a good place now career-wise. I couldn't have arrived here though without some roto-stripping of ego and my own preconceived notions of what constitutes success. Nowadays my definition of success is decidedly simple: I don't hate going to work & the people I work with seem to appreciate what I bring to the table. Helping matters is the fact that I have settled in my head the fact that I have no ladder left to climb. Simply put, I'm just going to do my thing for the next few years to the best of my ability, and whatever happens, be it good, bad, or indifferent, well, it will be okay. I have a light at the end of the tunnel, if you will, in form of eventual retirement.
It's difficult to write the above. Why? Well my mind, "when it's good it's bad". That's a kind of short-hand way of noting that, as a pretty intense and observant child, I grew to become suspicious of any good times, as it probably meant something bad would be happening soon. On one hand, that's a hell of a way to keep oneself on his/her toes. On the other hand, well, it creates a kind of negative feedback loop where every bit of adversity comes with an "I told you so" mental tag line attached to it. Nowhere was that more on display than my "retirement" in 2016. It's taken me this long since then to really unpack some of these feelings and experiences and to arrive at this place where, to be blunt, I simply now choose to (mostly) not really care about negative people and experiences. In fact, I have the following statement stuck to the bottom of my laptop screen:
"Give no f#$ks about those who give no f#$ks about you."
Crude? For sure it is, but it has the benefit of being true. In the simplest possible terms, it seems that, in life, we have a limited supply of things to care about ("f#$ks"), so it's best to use these things where they can matter the most. Or so I am trying to learn.
As is the case for many of the important things in life, some of this weighty career-in-perspective stuff is much less about reaching a kind enlightenment goal and more about just engaging in a deliberate practice where I work on keeping things in perspective. In essence, there is no goal to achieve...that very notion is just more competitive business culture nonsense...and instead there is just a dedication to just trying my best to be a decent person to myself and to others.
As Jackson Browne once wrote: "And when the morning light comes streaming in, we'll get up and do it again."
On that note, I think I've said enough.
Tomorrow will likely be a trip to Harpers Ferry, West Virginia. If believed in such things I would say that I'd like to encounter the spirit of John Brown. Since I don't (believe in such things), I'm going to instead settle for a nice drive, some wonderful Fall photographs, and maybe learning a thing or three.
Friday, August 28, 2020
50 Shades of Elvis
Elvis #1: Growing Up Elvis
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
The Civil War, Slavery & a Rag
Submitted for the common good, if you go to this link...
...you will find the text of The Declaration of Causes of Seceding States, which is basically a kind of "declaration of independence" for 5 of the southern states that left the Union before the Civil War. Now I've written posts in the past about my disdain for the filthy rag, also known as the Confederate battle flag, and one of the common retorts I've gotten is that the Civil War was not about slavery, but instead it was really about __________________ (pick'm...economics, states rights, etc.) and the flag is a part of southern heritage. This document though is a great example of just how flawed that logic actually is in practice.
38 is the number of times that "slavery" is mentioned in the above document.
To quote the section authored by leaders of the state of Mississippi:
"Our position is thoroughly identified with the institution of slavery-- the greatest material interest of the world."
"It has grown until it denies the right of property in slaves, and refuses protection to that right on the high seas, in the Territories, and wherever the government of the United States had jurisdiction."
("It" is the Federal Union)
And Georgia:
"That reason was her fixed purpose to limit, restrain, and finally abolish slavery in the States where it exists. The South with great unanimity declared her purpose to resist the principle of prohibition to the last extremity."
("Her" is the Federal Union; "principle of prohibition" is the abolishing of slavery)
And South Carolina:
"The right of property in slaves was recognized by giving to free persons distinct political rights..."
And Texas:
"She was received as a commonwealth holding, maintaining and protecting the institution known as negro slavery-- the servitude of the African to the white race within her limits-- a relation that had existed from the first settlement of her wilderness by the white race, and which her people intended should exist in all future time."
("She" is Texas)
"...to perpetuate the amity between the members of the confederacy and to secure the rights of the slave-holding States in their domestic institutions..."
(the "domestic institutions" in question include the right to own other humans)
As an added bonus, you can find the original text of Florida's reasons for seceding HERE. The term "slave" or "slavery" is mentioned 14 times in the 1388 word document. From the document:
"Their natural tendency every where shown where the race has existed to idleness vagrancy and crime increased by an inability to procure subsistence. Can any thing be more impudently false than the pretense that this state of things is to be brought about from considerations of humanity to the slaves."
("Their" references slaves themselves)
I know people who believe that there is nothing wrong with the Confederate battle flag. I want to believe that these folks sincerely just don't realize how horrible a symbol that flag is, so I'm hoping that they take some time to ask themselves if they truly support what this flag stood for...including racism, the grave sin of slavery, and treason. It's not a secret or a coincidence that racist organizations continue to fly this repugnant piece of fabric trash.
By the way, some change is finally coming with regard to this symbol of slavery (see HERE).
To the Deniers:
It's your prerogative, I suppose, to disagree with this posting. There was a point in my life when I believed in some of this nonsense as well. I got over it though...growing up and experiencing a bit of the world will help do that...and I hope that one day you do too. Ask yourself why you still support this racist symbol: Is it out of pride at not wanting to admit you are wrong? Is it out of some sense of rebellion, a kind of "sticking it to the man", that you must resist what others tell you (even when what they tell you is that slavery and racism are evil)? At this stage it certainly can't be about your ignorance of history and the facts surrounding the flag. In the end, life is too short for the intellectual tap dancing (or flat-out denial) required to defend this putrid symbol of systemic evil.
Sunday, November 4, 2018
A Weekend Pause
Ms. Rivers and I usually go away for a weekend in the Fall. Nowhere fancy mind you...the basic rules are that it's for a weekend and it has to be within driving distance. The allure of air travel has long expired for both of us, and there are simply too many other things going on, making anything longer than a weekend impractical at best. That latter point is one of the many things Ms. Rivers and I have in common: Am almost ceaseless list of things we want to accomplish.
This weekend's trip was decided in theory a few months ago and decided in practice last Monday. That's how this stuff rolls sometimes. We choose Lancaster because, well, because it's Lancaster. I've also only been to Lancaster once before. That trip was in 1987, and I drove with my fellow Maxwell's buyers to get a train to New York City in Lancaster. Suffice to say, I didn't see all that much. For the record, at the time I lived in York, which is something of a slightly smaller sister city to Lancaster, but without some of the charm the Red Rose City enjoys.
Timing is everything.
I really needed this trip. Really and truly. This should be one of the best times of my life, yet I've been fairly unsettled for a while now. In life perspective is everything, so what better way to gain perspective than a temporary change in scenery? While Lancaster has had its share of problems over the years, beautiful scenery isn't among its challenges. This is a beautiful place, and the thought of living somewhere that afforded the ability to walk to a farmer's market for fresh food is alluring. Ms. Rivers and I have spent more than a few minutes over the past months and years thinking about where we'd like to live our retirement years. Decisions are still pending.
Glassworks.
We spent late morning and most of the afternoon on Saturday wandering about downtown Lancaster. The city has a wonderful farmer's market and tons of small shops that remind you of Philadelphia, all be it on a smaller scale. One such place we stopped was Art & Glassworks.
Walking into the shop, the first thing Ms. Rivers noticed was all of the beautiful glass the shop had on display. The first thing I noticed? That would be Nicky. You see, Nicky is a 19-year-old male cat that keeps watch over the shop. Nicky and I spent about 5 minutes getting acquainted as Ms. Rivers attended to more serious shopping business. Any business that has a cat is worth patronizing in my book, so if you are ever in Lancaster (either at their stand in the Farmer's Market or at their store) please visit Art & Glassworks. And pet Nicky for me. He's a good cat. I'll also note that, in addition to petting a cat, we did get some shopping done, so it was a win for both Nicky and the shop owner.
Jesus was not live on stage.
We picked this pamphlet up at the hotel(*), and I thought it was almost bizarrely funny. Now I know from a Facebook posting that others have actually seen this show and enjoyed it. However, I just think it's a bit odd to claim that Jesus is "live, on stage". If, in fact, Jesus was live, I would hope that it wouldn't be on a sage in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. There's a lot of bad stuff happening in this country at the moment, and if there is such a thing as divine intervention, well, we could use a little bit of it right here and now. We are truly an un-tended flock at the moment.
The Last Sears?
On the slow road back home, we stopped at a mall in Lancaster, and low and behold there was a functional Sears.
The Final Stop.
The final stop on the drive home was the National Civil War Museum in Harrisburg. The stop itself was figured out this morning, mostly based on the intricate science of "well, why not?". Nice place.
Walking through the museum I was reminded of what this country has been through, and likely what it still has to go through. In spite of a bloody war and over a hundred years of time passages, some of those old wounds have yet to heal. Let's hope it doesn't take another war for us to find our "better angels".
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(*) We stayed at the Cork Factory Hotel on New Holland Avenue in Lancaster. Overall it was a nice place, but apparently, it does a very robust wedding business. That's good for the hotel, but not necessarily good for the other guests who can't find parking or a table for dinner. Speaking of dinner, we needed reservations to eat at the hotel's restaurant. Now I've stayed at some fancy hotels over 30 or so years, but I can't recall a lone hotel restaurant that required reservations. If you want to get married in Lancaster you should check the hotel out. If you just want a weekend getaway? Well, better not make that in June.
Tuesday, August 7, 2018
Filling the Bucket, Day 12 - Russia
Preface
I normally write these screeds from our stateroom balcony, but since we've had a refueling ship alongside us and as a result, the air is thick with the smell of diesel fuel, I'm opting for the indoor version. I think that's something of a Russian metaphor. More on that tomorrow...maybe.
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We actually have two days in St. Petersburg, so I'm going to save the commentary part of what I usually post until tomorrow (and we're in route to Finland). Speaking of today, we opted for a canal and church tour of St. Petersburg, although our original plan was something a bit more comprehensive. Given our experiences today, I think we made a good call.
First up, a few photographs that were taken from our wonderful canal tour of the city.
Next, we visited the Resurrection Church, also known as the "Church on the Spilled Blood"). Two things about the church stand out:
- The word "crowded" doesn't begin to describe the interior of this place.
- Every single inch of the building's interior was covered in something.
Finally, we stopped at the St. Isaac's Cathedral. Another church that had an incredibly artistic interior (like the Church on the Spilled Blood), but with a design that's more reminiscent of St. Peter's Cathedral in Rome.
До свидания!
Monday, August 6, 2018
Filling the Bucket, Day 10 - Viking Star Sea Day
Today is a day at sea, as we travel from Poland to Estonia. This may seem boring to some, but not to me when I think back to my childhood in the Midtown Apartments, as this is truly a world apart. Make that an incredible world apart, as in I never dreamed as a kid that I would be making this kind of journey. There are a few lessons in that thought, none the least of which is a hearty reminder that where we are is never the same as where we will one day be. By the way, for the benefit of the curious, here is that last phrase ("where we are...") in Polish:
Try saying that fast three times.
On second thought, try saying that at all.
Speaking Poland, as we were entering the harbor at Gdansk, one of our ship's identical sisters was leaving port. Here she is, the Viking Sun:
Also, as I reflect back on Poland, it's somewhat disappointing that we didn't get to experience more of the city's recent history (i.e. the Solidarity movement). Apparently, there is a museum dedicated to Solidarity, but it was not on our itinerary. What's more, we actually drove by the shipyards where the famous strike(s) took place and, well, they basically just look like a run-down industrial complex (as opposed to a place where Communism was punched in the gut by a bunch of brave shipbuilders).
Getting back to today, well, it was nice to have something of a break. I actually took about a 30-minute nap (something of a rarity for me) and we spent some time at the pool. Dinner was at the fancy Italian restaurant onboard, which I have to admit was pretty nice.
In terms of actual photos to share, well, the offerings are somewhat limited to clouds and then more clouds.
The first two views were taken with my cell phone (a Samsung Galaxy Note 8), and the third with my Sony Alpha A58.
I had to Google the whole port vs. starboard thing. Normally I am pretty good at knowing my surroundings and just generally finding things. You might think that's a good thing, and perhaps it is in some respects, but it's roots are far less kind: I've always had an intense need to be in control, mostly born out of an upbringing where that's how I was able to cope with reality (unpredictable parenting created a need/monster for predictability in other areas of life). Anyway, being on a ship has been somewhat disorienting from a directional perspective. Fortunately for me, Ms. Rivers seems to not suffer from this kind of impairment.
Tomorrow, as noted above, we are back in a port, this time Tallinn, Estonia. It looks like a beautiful place.
As far deep thoughts, snarky comments or insightful ponderings go, I don't really have all that much to offer. The trip now seems as much to be as much a marathon as it is a bucket-list fulfilled. I know this ends next Saturday but until then I'm going to continue to thoroughly enjoy the run.
Saturday, August 4, 2018
Filling the Bucket, Day 8 - Rostock/Warnemunde, Germany
(Said with a thick German accent)
- Language. Warnemunde was the first town we've been to where we countered a significant number of people that did not speak English. In fact, Ms. Rivers bought a gift at a shop where the owner didn't speak a word of it; fortunately, Visa seems to do a lot of talking on its own, in both German and English.
- Euro. Just for the heck of it, I got twenty Euros out of a local ATM. That probably cost me a small fortune, but it was worth it when we needed local currency to buy a few snacks and pay to use a public toilet in Warnemunde. As an American, it feels odd having larger denomination coins.
- Post Wall Architecture. Our guide mentioned that something like 95% of the area had been rebuilt/modernized since the unification of Germany. It was neat though seeing the rows on squared off apartment buildings and nearly identical cottage houses constructed during the days of communism. To the latter, our guide mentioned that there were something like three officially sanctioned cottage designs in East Germany.
- Time. I'm a pretty time conscious guy. That happens, by the way, when you are raised in something like a junior version of the Marine Corps. Anyway, I've genuinely lost track of time and dates while I'm here. That probably speaks more to the power that routine has in our brains than anything else, and this trip has definitely been a different kind of experience.
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
A special note to the anonymous individual who keeps leaving comments...
Dear Sir/Madame,
I very well might debate you as to the "real" causes of the Civil War. I just have one requirement though: please comment under your own name. Why? Well while I do allow* anonymous comments, I can't say that I actually respect people who write things anonymously on the Internet, with very few exceptions. How can I respect someone who says "I have this conviction" while at the same time also saying "but I don't want to be identified with this conviction"? It's a silly contradiction in terms, and I'm being kind by using the word "silly" as a descriptive.
So either continue to comment anonymously and not expect any kind of response from me OR comment under your own name and I might actually respond in kind. My $10/year, my rules.
Oh and remember...
Available for sale HERE in case you want one for your very own.
Have a Nice Day!
Steve Albert
Scranton, Pennsylvania
(*) This sounds so haughty, namely that I "allow" anonymous comments. In point of fact, when it comes to run-o-the-mill comments I could care less:
a) who comments
and/or
b) whether the comments are anonymous or not.
Remember, I don't do this to entertain anyone other than myself. Other than deleting comments that are just thinly disguised spam (for example, I've deleted countless comments from law firms every time I would blog about my own divorce) & blatantly offensive hate speech, I pretty much don't give a rat's posterior what anyone writes. Just don't expect me to react like Pavlov's dog just because your decided to grace me with your wisdom.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
The Declaration of Independence
He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.
He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing importance, unless suspended in their operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.
He has refused to pass other Laws for the accommodation of large districts of people, unless those people would relinquish the right of Representation in the Legislature, a right inestimable to them and formidable to tyrants only.
He has called together legislative bodies at places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the depository of their public Records, for the sole purpose of fatiguing them into compliance with his measures.
He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly firmness his invasions on the rights of the people.
He has refused for a long time, after such dissolutions, to cause others to be elected; whereby the Legislative powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the dangers of invasion from without, and convulsions within.
He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.
He has obstructed the Administration of Justice, by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary powers.
He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone, for the tenure of their offices, and the amount and payment of their salaries.
He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harrass our people, and eat out their substance.
He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.
He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil power.
He has combined with others to subject us to a jurisdiction foreign to our constitution, and unacknowledged by our laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:
For Quartering large bodies of armed troops among us:
For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:
For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world:
For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:
For depriving us in many cases, of the benefits of Trial by Jury:
For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences
For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an Arbitrary government, and enlarging its Boundaries so as to render it at once an example and fit instrument for introducing the same absolute rule into these Colonies:
For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws, and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:
For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with power to legislate for us in all cases whatsoever.
He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.
He has plundered our seas, ravaged our Coasts, burnt our towns, and destroyed the lives of our people.
He is at this time transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized nation.
He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the executioners of their friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.
He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages, whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.























